I talked with the bf (Mike) tonight about the whole "I feel like I'm letting you dictate my life" thing. He's not really getting it. He's trying to be supportive. I almost wish he would break up with me just so I don't have to do it. The crazy thing is, I do love and care about him--so what is this wanting him to break up with me deal??
It's just that, and I keep coming back to this--something's missing. I think I know what it is, and I think it's part of me being attracted to other guys. I need to figure this out though, because it just isn't fair to the one I'm still with.
Today my friend Max brought me more strawberries...yum! I'm still thinking about how good they were. It's easy to make friends with me when you have my favorite food and I'm blood sugar deprived=)
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