So I knew tonight I really had to make it up to Mike, with what happened last night. I stayed late at work to train John, and he wanted to take me to dinner, but I had to be home by 8 with yummy food or I had the feeling I'd turn into a pumpkin! So I said no. Even though I wanted to, I couldn't.
Training John went well. He loves the workouts, loves that I push him, that he's ultimately pushing himself. I love seeing clients get exactly what they want out of training.
He tells me I've sacrificed a lot of time to be supportive of him while he's getting his life together. It's true. I'm glad to be here for him -- it's really meant to be. I completely believe in God and things happening for a reason. I've really wanted good friends for some time now, and he is definitely becoming that pretty quickly; we both benefit from the friendship. I mean, we were together when Barack Obama became President!
*Quick random election rant: Yay Barack, now why the hell did Prop 8 pass?? I don't get it. Regardless of your view on marriage, denying anyone rights is unconstitutional not to mention just WRONG, duh. I couldn't believe that!! I hope it gets overturned fast.*
Later, John asks how dinner with Mike went and tells me how much he appreciates how I've been supportive, more supportive than people he's known his whole life. He's been there to listen to me as I try to sort things out, too. I need to sort it out and have an important conversation with Mike very soon. I'm just not sure how it will go. I'm not sure how much more I'm willing to compromise.
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