Wisdom

No post yesterday, so double goes for today.

So John has become a constant presence in my life. Other people are starting to ask more about him and tonight Dave actually assumed he was my boyfriend! I do like him a lot--just not sure I'm ready to jump into something else when I still have one foot in something else. I make a point to never carry baggage from one relationship to another, and so far so good. And the thing is, John does have some baggage. He's been hurt a lot in the past and I think that's part of the attraction--wanting to "fix" it. But I know I can't--he can though. I can help but only do so much.

He told me tonight that I'm a really good thing in his life right now. In a casual way, but he still said it, and that means something. It was very genuine.

Lunch with my girl Danielle today! Lavanda in dtpa. And some shopping at lulu=) She thinks that John likes me a lot and wants to meet him to make sure he's worthy. Seriously, though--we're just friends!! Even though we talk and text constantly and go out and he bought me dinner last night--We. Are. Just. Friends. My rule is, that's true until someone says otherwise.

Max will supposedly be coming by the gym tonight and I haven't seen him since Monday. Danielle swears he has a big crush on me and I think that's just how Max is--super friendly. I know he likes me.

I went to see a place in Menlo yesterday--I'd be living with a sweet cat lady who reminds us of the white rabbit from Alice in Wonderland. She's totally mellow and the rent is less than what I pay now plus no driving. yippee! should I?? It's probably going to be my transition place for about 6 months until I find something that works a bit better. But this is great, being able to ride my bike to work !! =) I'll decide within the next 3 days (I told her I'd let her know Sunday). Still, let me know if you know of anyone looking for an awesome roommate.