Thursday, November 6, 2008

Today was...

Awesome. It was a gorgeous day out for the fun run, I ran the 5k and came in 7th overall, 1st girl. Very exciting. One of my best friends came in 1st girl in the 10k, yeahh D =)

On the home front, so much drama little mama...good lord. If you can't write about drama in your blog, then where? lol. My life is always crazy, seriously--stuff happens constantly that I'm just like..."how did I get myself into this situation?? I swear a week ago my life was totally different!" But I love living life on the dynamic. If I didn't, I wouldn't have moved my life out to Cali from ATL. I moved out here to live life on my own terms and be the person I want to be and find something real...love.

But now I'm tired of living my life based on what my boyfriend wants. I moved out of a perfect house in Atherton to be with him in a tiny SF apartment because I thought I had to to keep him happy. Never mind the crazy commute/long days becoming longer/not having time for any of my friends. I'm resenting making that choice and that's no good. But it's time to take responsibility for myself and I made that choice, not him. I wonder how he'll react when I tell him I want to move back to the peninsula, for now. SF is great but it's so far away from the things that matter to me at this moment in my life...

2 comments:

Susan Barnes said...

Wow! Congratulations on your 5k! I am a distance runner so admire you speedsters from way back in the pack. Thanks for sharing all and yes, it's most important to keep yourself happy. Keep looking out for yourself and everything else will fall into place.

hellawell said...
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